12.7.2012. Happy Birthday dearest emak. I love you. I miss you. I want to hug you desperately when i feel like giving up, i wish you were here to remind me why i'm here again, what i'm fighting for, reasons to not give up when things go rough. InsyaAllah i will meet you on the next Friday, the day before the first Ramadhan. I can't wait to go home and meet my siblings, i miss fooling around with 'em. I miss being homed. But i got to make that feelings be my motivation to not give up. When im coming home next year, im coming home with an excellent result, something that will make my family proud of me like i did when i was twelve.
Everything happens for reason.
Only Allah knows why you're what you're now,
and only Him knows what you are in the future.
believe.
InsyaAllah.
forever homesick girl.
