As-Salam.
Finally!! I am home after 3 survival weeks at kmj. How do i do. How am i adapting to life as a new student in a new college. Howdy. To be very honest here, i suck at being mature and holding in my tears. First week was very painful, it was almost the same feels like what happened to me that made me changed last few months. It hurts the most. I never thought i was ever going to feel the same terrible pain again. I was lack of mental preparation, serve me right eh. Seriously, i cried two hours after my family went home after the registration day, and worst i cried in every prayer in the first week, i cried when i walked to the cafe, i cried when im taking my shower, i cried before i go to sleep, i cried when i eat, i cried when im hungry, i cried when mom believe in me she said that i could be stronger, i cried when my friends texted me in the middle of a seminar with their encouraging words, i cried all the time during the first week, and i still feel homesick even during the second week and still now.
Alhamdulillah, everything is fine now. I am adapting well there in my so called prison. I still feel homesick though, but because of the lab reports, assignments and tutorial works my mind is drifted away from thinking about home and mom too much. Days at kmj is very hectic. You only get two hours break a day in between 8AM to 5PM (be it an hour in the morning and another for lunch break), much worst for pure science student (when i was one, and i changed to Module 3) on Wednesday they only get one hour break. How cruel is that. So faham faham lah bila budak Matrikulasi semua nya jarang online, kalau yang dok tweet jugak tu, tu yang aku tak paham tang mana dia fokus dalam lecture hall.
Don't ask for any photos from kmj, i haven't got a chance to take one yet. Hehehehe, this week i'll probably bring that typical digital camera and laptop and broadband purposely to use the tech stuffs to release my stress. We'll see we'll see. Bye for now.
much love,
