As-Salam.
Alhamdulillah for today, yesterday and what have past and i am still alive despite all the obligations He the man upthere gave me through out all these years. Ya Allah i could never be thankful enough for blessing me with my lovely family and bestfriends around me.
I have been in up and down situation, emotionally. I don't even know why, everything done make me raging inside and i let it go on my mother instead. I don't know why :( sorry mak for these past few days. I guess i was reluctant to let her go the most and that's why i keep on sulking, even when we went out the other day i ended up sulking the whole ride home. I felt bad for doing so. I just want more attention, it's not that i didn't get less attention before it's just i want more, i just want more before i leave home. thats it. i know i sound so immature and way to spoil for an eighteen years old girl who think she writes maturely but the real story is she's not even one.
Moved on, now its obviously two days before i take off to Johor Matriculation (atau nama glam kmj) i have two days left to spent with my siblings. Alhamdulillah, everything have been bought, insyaAllah nothing much left or nothing at all (or there is and i don't even know, alert me maybe?). Nothing much new stuffs. The same blanket, the same towel, the same mattress, the same clothes, the same everything (except for toiletries and stationary) hehehe. Everything was so last minute bought and i don't want to waste so much on something i already own. So yeap. I am eager to start a new life and meet new people and meet new surroundings and lock my target to a crush (oh no, betul kan niat fiqa). I want to join usrah, i hope there is something like that there (one of the reason why i was so eager to get a place in uia).
And here's the short announcement, i won't bring my laptop (not for now) to kmj, because i want to adapt to the new surroundings first and insyaAllah if i really have to bring it there then i will, until then. That means i won't be tweeting when i get there, and no updates on me on my social accounts because one of the reason is im still using my old fashion phone (although its a "touch" phone which looks cool but no cool for the function) so yeap, it concludes why i can't really tweet even though i tried a few times to activate my text tweet but it seems to not working at all.
InsyaAllah i will adapt to the new environment well, insyaAllah (way to be positive now). I have my two novels (Nineteen Minutes and Please Look After Mom), my mp3 with my "narnia" playlist in it, and my diary. Hope i won't be to bored there, i believe i wont with novels accompanying me (hopefully!). Two more days guys and bye bye home and kl !
InsyaAllah i will adapt to the new environment well, insyaAllah (way to be positive now). I have my two novels (Nineteen Minutes and Please Look After Mom), my mp3 with my "narnia" playlist in it, and my diary. Hope i won't be to bored there, i believe i wont with novels accompanying me (hopefully!). Two more days guys and bye bye home and kl !
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