As-Salam.
Its been awhile ay, ten days since my last ranting post. So what I've been up too nowadays ? Why ask, for sure I've been busy preparing myself, stuffs, needs, and whatnot. Haha. No, gibberish. I'm not even half way done preparing what to bring to the hostel in the upcoming two weeks. What I've been doing all day is ; fangirling, house chores, fangirling, watch k-dramas and fangirling. I honestly don't even know what i'm doing in my life (I excuse this habit because I'm going to leave this so soon, it kinda hurts a bit) Haha, denial. Oh and I was reluctant to write and rant on my blog because i was quite happy (until recently), oh and my room have been invaded for almost more than 3 months already (this speaks why i have no mood and ideas to write), all the dust and construction works, it stressing me out ok. so not fun at all. And bad news is i might not be able to sleep in my room even once before i get a brand new bed (or maybe recycled) from the govern. Stress. What to do, anyway. Sigh.
But but but, I'd prepare a list already (at least that keeps me distracted from being paranoia). Oh and print out some documents and forms, and payed the fees and created a bsn account. Sigh. Now, I need to figure out how to fill this ugh forms. Confusing.
And no i have no intention to write about that "tragedy" happened last Wednesday. I'd totally remove every single memory of it. I don't want to bring that memory to hostel (that will make me feel worst than i am now). What I know is, we've been in this together for 5 years, we've been together in up and down, i just consider what happened as just another "down" moments we had. Benda macam ni juga yang akan menguatkan lagi persahabatan kita kan. I love you guys. Bury that in your mind, I treasure you guys ah lot. Alright.
InsyAllah sampai bila bila. Tapi dengan syarat every members have to make an effort to contact each other, even just a little hi text message, therefore each one knows that we still care for each other. Even when i didn't do so, due to the hectic schedule we'll soon have (most probably) i still care for you guys k.
